BY BRIGHT EYES
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily
And I still call you, but I get your machine
And I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, I get your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's
And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet
Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around
And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap
And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone
And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there
I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
well i dont know if anyone will really find this site,,, im just killing time right now. normally i wouldnt be doing something like this just to kill time, i mean theres so many better ways to kill time. i guess today i have just too much to complain about and not anyone to complain to.
real recently i had an incredible rough patch in my life and so far it hasnt quit. my best friend in the marine corps and i were able to get the same room together when we got back from our tour in iraq. wich is a pretty big deal. normally im prone to getting some bad roomates. but this was going to be good. we both do everying together anyway, we both belive in splitting the costs of living fairly, and neither one of us really wanted to live with anyone else. so to get the same room was awsome. we went and bought internet and bought all the supplies for the room and everything. and just as we were getting settled in he voulenteers to deploy again to iraq.
now thats fine. due to recent circumstances id love to do that. but it sucks cause he has to move away and now i really dont have that great of friends left here.
shortly after that i get thrown into dispatch, which is the worst place i could ever be. litterally the first day i got to the fleet i instantly realised that id be miserable in the office if i were to ever be there. so when my gunny asked me if i wanted to be dispatch, i told him hell no. i got real heated even there and convinced him to put me in the office would be the worst thing i could ever think of to do to me. so that was that,, or so i thought. the current dispatch thought that i would make a good dispatch to replace her. she claims that i have more common sence and since i did so well in the lot id do well in an office. so she argues with guny and convinces him to put me in dispatch. so here i am. it caused so many problems i dont even care to get into it. and anyone i could talk to about it went on leave. so im here alone.
on top of that my girlfriend and i broke up for the third and probly final time. recent events left me so stressed and tired and depressed that i wasnt able to keep strong in supporting her in our relationship. and quickly things detterierated to nothing and now we're done. i dont know what to do. theres no way out of this, and im very very depressed. i wish i could go back to iraq.
real recently i had an incredible rough patch in my life and so far it hasnt quit. my best friend in the marine corps and i were able to get the same room together when we got back from our tour in iraq. wich is a pretty big deal. normally im prone to getting some bad roomates. but this was going to be good. we both do everying together anyway, we both belive in splitting the costs of living fairly, and neither one of us really wanted to live with anyone else. so to get the same room was awsome. we went and bought internet and bought all the supplies for the room and everything. and just as we were getting settled in he voulenteers to deploy again to iraq.
now thats fine. due to recent circumstances id love to do that. but it sucks cause he has to move away and now i really dont have that great of friends left here.
shortly after that i get thrown into dispatch, which is the worst place i could ever be. litterally the first day i got to the fleet i instantly realised that id be miserable in the office if i were to ever be there. so when my gunny asked me if i wanted to be dispatch, i told him hell no. i got real heated even there and convinced him to put me in the office would be the worst thing i could ever think of to do to me. so that was that,, or so i thought. the current dispatch thought that i would make a good dispatch to replace her. she claims that i have more common sence and since i did so well in the lot id do well in an office. so she argues with guny and convinces him to put me in dispatch. so here i am. it caused so many problems i dont even care to get into it. and anyone i could talk to about it went on leave. so im here alone.
on top of that my girlfriend and i broke up for the third and probly final time. recent events left me so stressed and tired and depressed that i wasnt able to keep strong in supporting her in our relationship. and quickly things detterierated to nothing and now we're done. i dont know what to do. theres no way out of this, and im very very depressed. i wish i could go back to iraq.
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